Showing posts with label Plans. Show all posts
Showing posts with label Plans. Show all posts

Monday, 5 August 2013

A Letter to Me in 2018

Jadi, ditengah-tengah sore kemarin yang sangat sibuk, seorang teman saya, Olin, mengirimkan sebuah pesan kepada saya. Dia bersama 4 orang teman lainnya mengajak saya untuk menulis sebuah surat untuk 5 tahun yang akan datang. Well, it sounds interesting dan langsung saja saya menyetujuinya. Ternyata setelah dipikir-pikir, bingung juga mau nulis kaya apa. hehehe. Tapi, inilah surat terbaik yang saya buat. Selamat membaca!

To: Myself in 2018

Hello to you in 2018! You are already 23 years old now. Woohoo! I hope you are doing good and fine as usual :) I hope you live somewhere you belong to. I hope you are doing something you love.

So, here I am in 2013 writing a letter for you. First of all, I'm so proud of everything you've done for the past 3 years. High School was really awesome, you really had a great time, great friends, and a great place. Congratulation because your decision to move to a boarding school in Yogyakarta was very right! I could see many things changed you to be a better person. I could feel how happy you were in your school. I know stece is a girls school but it did rock your life right? :) I remember how brave you were to choose language class, not social class or even science. Then, your parents were mad at you for about 2 weeks after you came out with that decision. I remember how hard you struggled for about 2 years in language class. You were dying to prove to your parents that you deserved in there because your parents felt disappointed over and over again. But you were always stick in your way. You always enjoyed the class, the teachers, and other 22 girls in your class. They thought you how to stay low profile, loyal, and lovable, also how to stick in your principle so, you wouldn't go wrong. 

Do you remember how much madness that you had experienced?

Friday, 22 March 2013

A confession


And finally I’ve found my way. It’s not 100 % yet but I’m pretty sure that it’s gonna be the best way that God has showed me. I’ve never been so confident like this but I’m just happy with it. If I tell you guys what my way is, maybe some of you will say that I’m already late to start, even maybe my parents. But I never think that I’m late. So what? God always showed his way on the right time.

You remember when I was being so damn puzzled with all the future and university thing? Remember when I was dying to go to Germany? Remember when I fell in love with French, something that was actually left behind? When I was excited about film school in Europe? When my father didn’t let me to study in Europe, and then when he suddenly opened all the way to Germany, but in the same time I really want to go to France? When It was dark and I couldn't decide anything? It HAS ended already! And my choice is directly to go to...

Friday, 25 May 2012

The Next Challenging Step

Damn, I don't know why it has to be tittled like that, it seems like a huge thing but actually don't hahaha. Well, again and again i must say that it's been a long time since my second post. Hahaha the awkward moment when you actually promise to keep writing a blog but actually don't.


Anyway, it's a great day. I had a swimming practice every friday with a friend, that's good, then visited a watercolor painting exhibition for a while. (It was aweeeesome!) and the rest night i spent with my music, laptop and internet. Here's the next step that i want to tell you, I will try and try and tryyy so hard to be able to